What I want to say.

I would sit down, ask him to sit down also. I would face him, and grab his hands. I know he will flinch a little at first, but then he would take mine. I know I would attempt to keep my eyes from flooding.. but instead the run. I would ignore the fact that I'm crying. "Hey-" He would try to say. "Please let me talk." I would interrupt. "What I want to say is how, I can't stand to life without out you. I miss you. I don't know if you miss me too but I really do miss you. I think of you all the time, from the glorious first kiss to the regretting last one. I really can't live and do this without you." He would stare into my eyes, I know they will start to water. I would continue," I don't know if you can feel what I feel.. I feel alone and cold without you,But oh, when I'm with you my world is never disappointing and full of glorious surprises. You made a mark on me.. and now you can't leave. You have to stay. Stay with me.. forever."

In my dream he would say yes, and we would be happy as long as we were with each other. And that nothing could ever get between us ever again. But like I said.. it was a dream. Who knows what will happen.. maybe tomorrow I would talk to him... maybe not. I have a feeling that I won't here from him in a while. Will I pack up my bags and go along by myself and onto another adventure? Who knows..